[ she doesn't expect it, being pulled in, but when she does, there's a thing that violently leaves her like a release. like someone's pulled a lever and the dam's all broken. there's a heavy noise from inside of her before she breaks and just lets out a sob. it's soft at first, and she can't remember the last time she actually cried.
noroomfortheselfnoroomfortheselfnoroom—well she made room, damn it.
and she'll cry. she can feel the wetness and presses her cheek gently to camille's before burying herself into her shoulder and winding arms around her to tightly clutch her back. she shakes. ]
S'just a memory... it's a memory...
[ softer: ]
We're okay... [ not delusional: we're not okay, but we're okay as long as we're here for this moment. this is the meaning behind it. ]
sometimes you are miserable gals. together.
noroomfortheselfnoroomfortheselfnoroom—well she made room, damn it.
and she'll cry. she can feel the wetness and presses her cheek gently to camille's before burying herself into her shoulder and winding arms around her to tightly clutch her back. she shakes. ]
S'just a memory... it's a memory...
[ softer: ]
We're okay... [ not delusional: we're not okay, but we're okay as long as we're here for this moment. this is the meaning behind it. ]