... A mistake, I recognize now. Made in a moment of panic and regret.
[ ... ]
I had spent a good deal of time rebelling against her - Mystra. Her directives, her ideals, her expectations of me. I had chosen to begin experimenting with powers previously forbidden to me, to learn magic I was not to touch in my time with her. Out of anger, or bitterness, or simply curiosity.
And I think when faced with that moment, the moment of choice - and I considered her directive - I ... snapped back the other direction too sharply.
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... A mistake, I recognize now. Made in a moment of panic and regret.
[ ... ]
I had spent a good deal of time rebelling against her - Mystra. Her directives, her ideals, her expectations of me. I had chosen to begin experimenting with powers previously forbidden to me, to learn magic I was not to touch in my time with her. Out of anger, or bitterness, or simply curiosity.
And I think when faced with that moment, the moment of choice - and I considered her directive - I ... snapped back the other direction too sharply.