[ every day, wracked by the ravages of the orb slowly rotting him from the inside - this past week has been terrible, but he's been free from that at least, and there is something to be grateful for in that.
he pauses in what he's doing to look back over at her, shoulders set. ]
I have spent a great deal of my time here trying to find some way out. For you, for Mathis, for Karlach, for Robin, for myself. I won't argue that I am relishing some opportunity to die - indeed, I am somewhat dreading it. And there is a large part of me that wishes I could have seen it through to the end. There are events in life we embrace, and events in life that we brace against.
[ it's all ... messy and awful and sad. there probably are ways to live, but it would involve a trading of places. the luigi board still remains in the swamp after all. But decisions have been made, votes cast. ]
I will go where I am needed most, whether that is the other side or here.
no subject
[ every day, wracked by the ravages of the orb slowly rotting him from the inside - this past week has been terrible, but he's been free from that at least, and there is something to be grateful for in that.
he pauses in what he's doing to look back over at her, shoulders set. ]
I have spent a great deal of my time here trying to find some way out. For you, for Mathis, for Karlach, for Robin, for myself. I won't argue that I am relishing some opportunity to die - indeed, I am somewhat dreading it. And there is a large part of me that wishes I could have seen it through to the end. There are events in life we embrace, and events in life that we brace against.
[ it's all ... messy and awful and sad. there probably are ways to live, but it would involve a trading of places. the luigi board still remains in the swamp after all. But decisions have been made, votes cast. ]
I will go where I am needed most, whether that is the other side or here.