For leaving. [She doesn't let go. Just sets her chin on her shoulder and hangs out.] For making people worry. Or...for the pain.
[It feels strangely egotistical to say. The assumption that she might be mourned doesn't rest easy on her shoulders. If she'd died at home, Curry and Eileen would miss her. Maybe Amma.
[That's fine Camille can pull out of it now. She wants to look her in the eyes anyway, though her hands do stay on her shoulders. She needs the extra assurance that Ash is still here. Won't vanish into vapour, an illusion brought on by a dying mind.]
I know. Doesn't mean I like the results any better.
[Doesn't mean she considers herself blameless. She could have tried harder to find another way out, instead of giving up and waiting for someone to take charge.]
Have you been okay? No new adventures in crazy far off lands?
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What are you even sorry for?
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[It feels strangely egotistical to say. The assumption that she might be mourned doesn't rest easy on her shoulders. If she'd died at home, Curry and Eileen would miss her. Maybe Amma.
Few else would know who she was.]
Making a mess and not fixing it in time.
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I don't think there's much if any blame on you. You were just someone being forced into things by the monsters and the cultists.
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I know. Doesn't mean I like the results any better.
[Doesn't mean she considers herself blameless. She could have tried harder to find another way out, instead of giving up and waiting for someone to take charge.]
Have you been okay? No new adventures in crazy far off lands?
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No one likes it. But no one blames you, either.
[ she decided. she probably... doesn't understand camille's thought process, necessarily. ]
... I've been fine. Nothing new has happened to me.