[...]

You should use your wish for yourself. Even if it's only on a mundane level, there has to be something you could make a little better for yourself.

[be more selfish! use that wish!

but as for the second thing... she hesitates for a long moment. she can't deny that some of the things from the cabinet could do way more than just save the life of one boy, but.]

I know... we already decided who's going to die. But I already helped kill you once. Do you really want me to kill you again?

[isn't there another way she would rather go?]