[ he watches her sit and then after a moment, joins her. ]
… Yes, actually.
[ he had. back when he’d failed to bring someone home and cazador and isolated him, trapped him, shut him away in a tomb and left him there until he’d deemed him sufficiently punished enough. three hundred and sixty five days.
when you are punished in that sort of way, you do not care who you lure back with you or how you do it. you just do because the alternative is unbearable and there is nobody you would go through that for again. whether they were kind to you, or whether they are decidedly unkind and deeply cruel. ]
Famine keeps bluntly telling me I need therapy. [ which like. wtf is therapy he’s an olde. ] Not that I know what that actually is. But I assume it’s a sign I’m somewhat of a walking mess.
cw: suicidal ideation references/vague unpleasant assault implications
… Yes, actually.
[ he had. back when he’d failed to bring someone home and cazador and isolated him, trapped him, shut him away in a tomb and left him there until he’d deemed him sufficiently punished enough. three hundred and sixty five days.
when you are punished in that sort of way, you do not care who you lure back with you or how you do it. you just do because the alternative is unbearable and there is nobody you would go through that for again. whether they were kind to you, or whether they are decidedly unkind and deeply cruel. ]
Famine keeps bluntly telling me I need therapy. [ which like. wtf is therapy he’s an olde. ] Not that I know what that actually is. But I assume it’s a sign I’m somewhat of a walking mess.