I can't imagine a return to life is a smooth and easy transition at any moment.
[ not for a vampire, and not here either. ]
...
[ when he had come back to life it had been... strange. from the moment he was reshaped, reborn, he was cazador's. made to become a piece in his sacrifice, and subject to his whims. it was difficult to sit and consider how you felt about your return to some type of life when the person who owned you wanted you not to think at all.
... ]
Personally, I think you should feel however you want about it. If that's a confusing mess where you're not sure if you're grateful or resentful, then so be it.
You don't have to smile and thank anyone if you don't want to.
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[ not for a vampire, and not here either. ]
...
[ when he had come back to life it had been... strange. from the moment he was reshaped, reborn, he was cazador's. made to become a piece in his sacrifice, and subject to his whims. it was difficult to sit and consider how you felt about your return to some type of life when the person who owned you wanted you not to think at all.
... ]
Personally, I think you should feel however you want about it. If that's a confusing mess where you're not sure if you're grateful or resentful, then so be it.
You don't have to smile and thank anyone if you don't want to.