[ ... he doesn't really want to say the words out loud, because it makes them feel very real in and way that makes his skin crawl, but: ]

We lost her as soon as she was possessed. She didn't want to be revived.

[ it... made sense. truly. even if it had sucked to hear directly from karlach herself. ] I don't think a lot of you realised how much pressure you put her under, because she's good at soldiering through.

[ it's not a personal attack, just an observation. things that he observed over the past few weeks. ]