[the way she says this makes her expression twitch, something in her ache. she leans, just a bit, to make it easier for camille to do this, her tail flicking almost anxiously.]

I'm not quitting. [she says, finally, swallowing a little hard.] I just know what my options are.

[she bites her lip, briefly.]

I don't want to leave anybody. I just can't pretend there will be some perfect solution that I can live with.