Camille Preaker ([personal profile] scrapdraught) wrote2024-06-08 12:38 pm

Daan

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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-04 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
... Can't go back immediately, can tell you that much. I'll die, or worse, if I show back up right to the time and place I was.

[ Dragging his feet a little as they walk. ]

Need to wait out... at least a night. Just one if I'm lucky. Just need the Festival to be over and hopefully the train will be running again and able to take me back to Rondon.
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-06 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...He runs his own hand absently through his hair, feeling the strands slip through. Not as soft as he'd like, a little dry... idle thoughts to get away from the dreadfulness that lies underneath. ]

Two, three-more days, sure... I can excuse that as being caught up in bureaucracy with my superiors and not being able to go back straight-away. Just don't want to wait too long before the property vultures start swooping in, assuming I'm able to inherit anything...

I need to clear those up, if I need to. And at the least, I think... I want to arrange a proper funeral for Elise.

[ He never got closure about what happened to her, but he can at least accept that she's dead. A funeral might only be one step to trying to achieve that, but it'll put him more at ease than as a corpse in the basement, a monstrosity in the bunker.

...After, though? He goes quiet, not meeting her eyes. He's not sure about an after. He still feels that ominous pull at the corner of his mind, a cordial chuckle, gloved hands so loving and gentle. He doesn't know when it'll return, when his touch will become its touch. It promises to take him some day, and he can only swallow with difficulty at the thought of whoever he's with at the time getting dragged down into it.
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-11 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
Definitely wouldn't be in my top ten picks of places to get buried in, no...

[ Of course, presuming he can slip back out. He can't really meet her eye because he has so much uncertainty about his future, and it all looks and feels so bad right now that he can't admit otherwise even as a lie. Most everyone wouldn't even believe him if he said so.

He nods though.
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Thanks, I'll keep in mind.

...

[ He wonders if he should extend an invite to his estate if she ever wanted to visit. God knows it's got enough rooms. But given everyone's horrid impression of his life and all his uncertainties, maybe not right now. ]

Going to be a bit busy for a few days first, I think...
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-14 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A gun for the first few days would be wise. Practicality, since he's told them all how he would first return to Prehevil before anything, and he's certainly talked enough about what a nightmare that place was. A nice security measure that wouldn't hurt anyone but rotten monsters straggling about. And even beyond then. What else? If Prehevil isn't the danger, maybe it'll be him, masked and all too glad to see her even with a bullet saved just for his head. Or maybe he'll still be Daan, but look at the barrel with the same eagerness as an addict looks at their supplier's satchel.

Or maybe it'll be fine, and he'll just have some shitty, witty comment to make about her supposed over-preparedness.
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I appreciate the offer, but I think the paperwork specifics I should probably sort out alone.

[ One part because it's personal, to organise everything for Elise, and he'd rather not include anyone in that save perhaps Marina who's from the same world. He'd even ask Karlach to busy herself with something else. The estate is more for practical matters, to avoid having to answer questions about why he's returned with a new woman, who is she, and why he's arranging for such things with her. He'd hate to have Camille act as some sort of old friend and nothing more and deal with their prodding inquiries. People like that are always so awfully curious.

He's quiet for a moment, weighing options as he stares off into the middle distance between apartments and bar. A smoke eases the electric over his skin, but a drink could do it even better.
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Yeah. I figure I'll just take a bottle back out with me.

[ The Heaven bar has kinda gone through some shit, supposedly. ]
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-17 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
For better or worse.

[ Visitors, he means. His thoughts do drift off to the estate and whoever he might have to deal with, however way that might end up, depending on so many factors. He's fairly sure they sent in a marriage certificate, his papers should be in order. But he supposes before that he should consider how the hell he's going to get back there to begin with. He's always known it but this place has driven it so deep into him with a serrated stake, that he really can't take anything for granted and nothing good in life comes for free. Here he frets internally and with doubt.

But he'll snap out of it at the question, blinking once.
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It won't, but is that fine? [ He remembers again and frowns. ] You can have a perfectly serviceable drink that isn't trying to mimic alcohol.

[ Mocktails!!! God bless them. ]
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-17 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
If you don't mind juice and tonic, I'm sure there's a reasonable alternative.

[ Or, while it'll be less effective on the Mind heal front... ]

Or I can just arrange to make some nice tea.
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-17 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
Fine then. Nick a handful of bottles and I'm sure something serviceable can come out of it.

[ As long as the spread isn't dogshit he can make whatever work. ]
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-17 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It does indeed feel much more fleshed out and shaped, the room of someone whose personality is quite known. It draws to mind the apartment rooms of white mould he saw, abandoned and yet able to see the personalities and histories of each person in it clearly. All except one, the one in the back with the notebook and the unknown sigil, the thing that still haunts him at the corners of his mind when he spares thought to it. He's curious about the blanketed structure for about all six seconds it takes for him to spy pliers and connect the dots, looking away politely before his gaze outlingers it's welcome.

He settles by the table, looking over what they've got, already imagining what else goes well with elderflower and tonic.
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Come on now. It's only a pity party if you intend on throwing one... should at least replace the adjective with something nicer.

[ As much as today was... something, it's still a victory. ]

Go ahead.

[ Of course she doesn't need his permission to talk to or text anyone, take a minute or five or however long she needs. He's one room over anyway, after all. ]
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-18 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
That sounds about right for how it feels.

[ While she's clicking away, he makes a decision of some syrup, elderflower, sparkling water. It's nothing spectacular given they brought home what their hands randomly grabbed and carried, but it's something. Pour it neat in a glass and it looks fine, like a soda. ]

If I didn't, you'd just have to settle for water.

[ Stay hydrated, folks... ]
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-18 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Spanish... a language that presumably exists because slightly different Spain does exist in his Europa but we are yet to know its name. ]

Worldly, aren't you?

[ He raises a glass of his own, empty for now; he'll fill it after a clink. Just feels more appropriate to not have real alcohol in it for a toast, however unofficial. ]

Cheers then.
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-19 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ White trash... damn. ]

Stark opposite then. Been all around Europa when I was a kid, although if you asked me if I retained anything from all of that, I wouldn't say so.

[ The buzzing feels a bit louder, recalling that. He busies himself with a simple bourbon, sipping on it absently. ]

Lombardian's rusty, made sure my Bohemian would be passable enough if I was going to be in the area. Spent a lot of time trying to sound like everyone else in Rondon.
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-19 11:34 am (UTC)(link)
Surely there is...

[ Similarities between fucking Europe and Europa, so god help him. ]

...Seems excessively large, but what do I know. Maybe if the Kaiser hadn't had his eyes set so much on Prehevil specifically, he could've turned the entirety of Europa into a singular Bremen Empire.

[ As for the language question, he just waves a hand vaguely. ]

Things like ciau, comu stai, or mint mindig, something like that... though I'm sure Marcoh or Marina could have said either of those better.

[ They're natives of course they could. ]
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[personal profile] recession 2024-08-19 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
...Don't know.

[ A slight frown. It's got him thinking those scattered thoughts again. Tunnels. Machines. Logic? Thinking of that last night in the PRHVL Bop, standing behind the counter, listening to Abella, Karin, and Olivia toss their thoughts back and forth, share their connections to the NLU and the war, discuss the Kaiser's motivations. How flippantly Karin advertised her Kaiser Critique, compared to Abella's thoughtfulness, to Olivia's quiet anxiousness about the ordeal and her sister. O'saa feigning indifference but Daan could see how he made little noise to himself, eavesdropping. Marina at the counter when she was done negging him for a drink, also turning to absorb it all with a small frown of curiosity of what was so special about her backwaters town.

Just them six. It felt like a lot and not at all. And now, it's likely all of them save Marina are gone.
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...

[ Thrust from one journey of his memories into another. He thinks of Marcoh, the quiet giant. They barely had any time to talk. The most he'd gotten to speak to him since they departed from the train was the few words they exchanged as they wandered the apartments, commenting on his broad physique as they made their way through the bloodied hole in the wall. He thinks of his final 'words'. Guilt. ]

Just another unfortunate soul from the train... if they sound familiar to you, then I guess it has to be close enough although none of those names sound familiar to me.

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